okay. i sorta meant to blog last night but somehow i think i was playing my psp a tad too much. LOL.

I've finally uploaded the photos which i would've otherwise forgotten about had not tienleng and val kor reminded (or rather chased) me about them. haha yeaps. somemore to go, but mostly fotos of the group of ppl who took the last second train home that night so i shall leave them to next week (since i dun have much time left, and i think fb hates me coz it takes REALLY long to upload.) yepps. i sorta started uploading fotos since evening. lol.

well, a quick update on this week and abit of last week. last thursday had 8km route march in camp. ended up as front scout with my fren coz wanted to talk cock. wah the pace really not slow sia. esp since we front scout so had to maintain a certain distance. took stretcher in the first 4km coz i know i'll probably shag diao by first 4km irregardless of the load. yepps. but in the end was quite fun although yea the chui me was super shagged by the end while many others were okay. but at least i wasnt in the main body coz i heard that the stragglers and the main body drifted quite apart also. yepps. and walking in a group is much more stuffy and tiring also. yepps. so quite heng la. haha.i cant rmb what happened on friday, but i know i had a terrible muscle ache, esp at my shoulder there coz of the heavy load. lol.

hmm this week had 2 IV sessions. quite fun la. and im no longer scared liaox. haha. both times 1x good one so well done to myself. haha LOL. and friday was combat IV, ie we had to leopard crawl to our casualty/buddy and then move him abit then initiate IV in SBO. yes SBO with helmet and dummy rifle. LOL. sucks sia coz u just KEEP sweating i tell u. supposedly the weather was quite good so i sha'nt complain. haha. hmmm we had 16km route march on wed evening. or at least supposed to be 16km la. from east coast park to changi beach there. but thank God it rained at the 8km point, and coz we were at some high risk area (you know the long long long long long long straight road beside the runway there?) with lots of trees, so exercise was cut when it started raining and there was lightning. but i tell u, the first 8km was killer enough le. basically my incek ran like 3/4s of it. yes. RUN. not march hor. i guess he was in SBO without rifle and helmet plus he commando so he's really fit la. thank goodness i was rear scout for first 8km so we didnt run, but we walked fast also la. yepps. plus i was carrying stretcher for first 8km so i was lucky to be rear scout. yeps. but still not easy. but good la. balance up for my buddy coz he had to run (not like he cant also, but at least i know i put in my effort for the march). like some ppl seriously just dun put in the effort so well. there's this guy who sorta joined us as rear scout after first 4km rest point, but he ended up being really really far behind from me and my fren (who were the actual rear scout). so there was like 2 gaps, one between us and main body, then one between us and the pseudo-rear scout. LOL. well we had friday pt led by one crazy commando (partly coz we didnt finish our 16km). it was imba. he said it'll not be fast, but it turned out like super duper imba-ly fast. LOL. i was at least one km behind them in the end i think. LOL. and then for statics right, either i heard wrongly or he just wanna chiong, coz he said one set but it became 3.... zzz. another weekend of severe muscle ache lol.

this coming week has field camp. hopefully it wont be too bad though i doubt so. our incek seems to dislike us but we deserve it la. our discipline like cmi. well. but still hope it wont be too much lohz. yepps. then the coming thurs i think, i got interview for instructor. or rather to be instructor. yup. i just need to do ok shud be ok liaox. yup. *cross fingers* most likely will do admin work coz i too chui liaox. LOL. rawks man. >.< but well, can stay here im happy liaox. Haha. =D

okay thats all. met up with some ppl ytd for dinner but i'll talk more it next week. coz i gtg le. yeps.

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hospital attachment's over le. im gg back to camp later tonight coz i dun wanna have to rush down and panic tml morning to get back to camp by 715. yepps. im super duper sad that hospital attachment's over le. will update again soon abt my past week. fotos coming up too! =D but only during weekends.

I DUN WANNA BOOK IN!!! I WANNA GO BACK CGH TML!!! x(
argh route march tml!!! >.<

FER MER LELL

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i cant believe it. Miss Frank is out. WTH. i am so freaking pissed. x(


will update soon. hopefully by wed.

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OMG I LOVE THIS!!! =D

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well u might be wondering why im blogging on a monday night. well, im NOT ON OFF. not as lucky as some ppl who could even go mind cafe (cough coughs). hahaha lol joking. but yea i dont have off for today. and even if i did, i would have booked in already. yepps.

basically i'll be 8-5 from mon-wed (wed not exactly since i've gotta book in at 11pm) coz im currently having my medical centre attachment. which is really kinda cool la. i mean, what are the chances of u being attached out for 3 days to other camps and enjoy 8-5? haha. im attached to seletar camp (for all those who dun really know where it is, i didnt at first, but somehow its surprisingly close to pasir ris thanks to the well-planned expressways. hahaha. xD) its somewhat like near serangoon la. basically today was really slack since most units were having their off's although we had the luck to see someone kena IV. hahaha. blood was drawn from the same guy (damn sad manx.) also.. hahahaha.

so basically im kinda free this few days esp, so if ure free, could possibly ask me out? hahaha. LOL. but i think most ppl are really quite busy. haha and i dun blame yall ( i cant anyway LOL). then actly i'll only be booking in on wed to have a test on thurs. coz friday onwards to next wed (excluding sunday, including SATURDAY) i;ll be having hospital attachment!!! sounds even more cool right?!?! hahahaha. xD it'll be more slack and not at the same time, coz the timing is shorter, but hospital cfm got alot more stuff to do de loh. but i guess thats more fun la. i mean, it was kinda slack till we felt really sleepy. so im kinda looking forward to it. at first i was half dreading today coz i felt it might not be very fun or anything but it turned out ok. so i think it shudnt be that bad when i go for hospital loh.

well, im having mixed feelings abt what i shud try for, for my posting. i mean i dun exactly have much say, but if i express interest in being instructor, and hopefully if i do well enough for the interview, i might have a chance in staying. but i really dunno. sometimes i think i'm not thinking enough or looking at the full picture. i hate it when im so indecisive. just like for my uni course, i tot i wanted pharm. at least i tot la. maybe sometime later i may say i 'tot' i wanted to teach. lolol. i dunno la. sometimes, it could just be for the wrong reasons.

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i've had a rather enjoyable friday and saturday this week. hahaha. =D not so hectic and busy and packed or something, but just had fun.

ytd had IV in the morning. thankfully, my 'new buddy' had a really big and obvious vein so it made things alot alot alot easier. so i managed to get an 'one kill one shot'. hahaha. =D but was still trembling lots. LOL. the morning run was super duper killer though. incek went much longer than usual, and we had to sorta hike a steep slope. LOL. was super shagged man by the end. wanted to just die lolol. somemore sg sean (me commando fren) keep pushing me to run faster upslope (twice somemore) and i almost wanted to just give up LOL. fyi, although he pushed me, i had to run also so i was still freaking shagged. HAHAHA.

met up with hazel and sher after i booked out. OMG I ALMOST DIED LAUGHING WITH THEM!!! hahaha. was talking abt lotsa nonsense and stuff. omg i really miss catching up with them sia. =D surprisingly we didnt eat alot though, coz they had some stuff before i came, and then we went xing wang (which i really don really like) and had like french toast, borsch soup, guo tie, and har gao. hahaha. then we had macs ice cream coz I was too poor (stupid pay HASNT COME much to all nsf's dismay). haha. went back quite early coz sher had HALL stuff though, and hazel was going to meet ah zi. haha. yeps.

i actually met up with 2 of my current ns coursemates today to study LOL. and one of my sergeants too. hahaha. ended up not really studying alot la (but still got abit HOR). then we followed our sergeant to donate blood (another sergeant joined us). in the end, one of my frens (who once said he will NEVER donate blood) actly joined them to donate. haha. i didnt coz my mum dont allow. haha. then we sought permission to go into the room to see them poke those donating. haha. coz its super big needle (so much so they need to give anaesthesia.) yeps. after that we loitered ard coz we didnt know wad to do. after much idling, we decided to walk to clarke quay from outram (which aint very near but also not very far la). hahaha. and we went to the yamakawa supermarket coz my frens were pokemon fanatics and we bought one happiny (the baby form of chansey) for one of our sergeant coz his current nickname's chansey. xPPP

then after that, my frens left coz they taking cab home, then the rest of us took the shuttle bus to city hall (partly coz i was broke so i sorta psycho-ed them to take the bus, since one of my sergeant wanted to go to some gundam shop located at sunshine plaza- i bet most of u dunno where is it. xP) then we walked to bugis and then to the shop and finally set off for home. hahaha. and oh i was freaking broke today (still am) coz our pay AINT IN YET! Argh..

but enjoyed myself alot la. talking cock and actual stuff. =D plus didnt need to go help my cousin since his sci exam's over so i felt really happy. hahaha i sound really not very nice LOL. still quite enjoying myself so far in this course though some really exasperating stuff happened this week. LOL. and we had a MP raid on one of the days (thursday i think). they even brought dogs man! hahaa. okay thats it for now. got test on mon and tues and i really hope to do well. xD jiayou to all the uni ppl who are crazily busy and busy going crazy. LOL

happy bdae to val kor! =D

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ok. this week passed pretty fast. in fact, i think coz im more or less used to life now (coz its just so freaking slack LOL), thats why. sigh. i wished time would pass more slowly loh. really quite enjoying myself now, coz of everything here. yepps. so much so i dun really dread booking in as much as before le.

went to my cousin's prize-giving ceremony on wed at ACJC. OMG it was so long. hahaha. but okay la. sorta caught up with her mum and took 2-3pics too. was worth it coz i hardly see my cousin. =D after that was forced to take cab back to camp coz her mum insisted. hahaha. =D

friday was quite an mixed picture day. LOL. some nice things happened, some uneventful stuff happened. lol. yeps. oh well. still quite overwhelmed and confused over whatever that happened. lol.

this weekend passed really quickly. didnt get to go out with chongs and wanks they all coz i had to go help my cousin. i actually had to do physics man. gosh i felt like dying and i couldnt really understand the stuff abt light and had to somewhat smoke my way thru. ahhaha lololol. then today went to church, had lunch then came home and took a 4hr nap. hahah LOL!

Lol. the bored xueling introduced me to afew lame games on fb. Lol.

will be having family chalet on 17-19 Nov, but its gonna be weekday so i dunno whether i can go. not even sure i would have passed out or not lol. haiz. hopefully i can go via nights out la coz my uncle say he can send me back. hahaha. =D but my cousin (below) cant come coz she's having her A levels. haizhaizhaiz. x(((

haiz. i really miss all my frens. i like a few weeks never see them liaox lohz. at least 1-2 la. coz i've been quite busy myself and my timing just dont coincide with theirs. yepps yepps. and i miss my frens who are overseas too.. ah... x(

okay i gotta get ready to go back liaox. jiayou! and hopefully i'll see more ppl this week. =D haiz i dun want this course to end. >.< and I MISS SCH. =(

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